Well, I guess next sem is coming right up. I'm done with my course registration, so I should be accepted into Law now. 2 more weeks... then its back to mmu. While I can't say I like to study, extended holidays always wears me down as boredom piles itself on me. Althought this time around its not that bad, I'm looking forward to be back in MMU nonetheless.

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Malaysian MP's nvr do give up on idiocy do they? Even now they r trying to put the blame of rape victims onto their clothing. To me, that shows exactly what the MP's think when seeing a scantily dressed woman. (yeah yeah, deny it.) If the commentors can come up with such a lame reason, it only means the commentors are some goddamn idiots as well.

Fact: fully clothed woman also gets raped, now how do they explain that? They exposed their FACE?? c'mon, stop putting the blame on the girls. Rape even occurs in the Arabs for gods sake, where the only thing exposed are the EYES!!! So will the MP's stop their parody of fools and start living up to your job!!!

Gah... Blogger swallowed my post again... just on the day I forgot to save it before publishing... Oh well, generally these few days are rather monotonous, though this time I'm not complaining much.

What's bothering me now is the current justice system, although they claim to be on the basis of "innocent till proven guilty", the contrary is actually much closer to the truth. That is the way our society is behaving now. The reason: the guy who got charged for skipping "National Service" because he was working to support his family whose mom earns RM150 per MONTH, while he does odd jobs that sometimes fecth RM30++ per DAY.

So what's their reason to prosecute the guy? - Because he stated he did not go for NS because he was lazy. Yeah yeah so u can charge someone because of that? Did the authorities BOTHER to check on his family conditions? NOOOooooooo...... it was the media who did that.

This is the main problem, when someone is accused, he is automatically judged as guilty from everyone but their dearest frens or family. The word "I'm innocent" is often met by skeptism. So everyone tires EXTRA hard to prove the accused guilty. But what if the accused pleads guilty? NO ONE tries to prove he is innocent and pled guilty out of duress/ threats or anything.

The Obelisk of Darkness is my alter personality. A dark, brooding guy who views life as a hopeless whirlpool in which one is caught, powerless to prevent fate.

I've always wondered how one's personality is forged. Or, more precisely, how one such as me is forged. How is it that someone comes to hate live so much that nothing matters anymore. How is it that I came to not care about anything or anyone, including myself? And yet, is that considered evil? People have come to view me as someone who is a good listener, yet and I? Is that trully me? or just because I've not a care left for this world.

Consider, everyday while reading the news, I cannot grieve for those who have died, young of old, in my mind all I'm thinking of is that they where spared a miserable life. In life, I can never bring myself to do something I hate, even if it means life or death. In my mindstate, dying because of refusing to do what I hate is considered a fair death.

Wondering about all these, I turn my sight inwards, to my very being. How "real" am I? Although I've not changed for years, 9 years, is this the real me? or is my true self trampled down so much it does not seek to resurface anymore? I prefer to be alone, but can I trully live in solitude? or am I lonely? But I do not feel lonely, just bored. Is this what I've become?

Hope, they say, is why people cling one to live. For me, Hope, is a denial of reality. I can't define happiness, but I can relate with anger and hate. Although there is really not much left to be angry about as it is useless. For such a long time my anger has expressed anger has been fake as I do not care enough to take offence anymore. But why is it sometimes I offend people just by not letting them offend me? The world hasn't change... no, its the humans that have yet to change, or is it? The world as I see it the deteriorating, and I've had the opinion that the world would not get any better ever since 911. I was right.

I guess 1st off I'm glad to have passed ALL my subjects for Alpha.

Then again this time around I did not score well for ANY of my subjects, including english. Sigh, probably my fault (duh, off course it's my fault) since I did not do the drama. (15 marks fly)

I don't think I'll be posting often nowadays, most of my time online is now spent on downloading manga's, and blogging takes a huge chunk out of my download speed.

I'm bored. Somehow I tend to neglect my blog after some period of time when I get bored. My results should be out today ir tomorrow and so I'm currently extremely nervous, which is about the 1st time I'm getting nervous. Too much is hinged on this, and I can't fail this now...

Anyway I've change my template again, changed the background and added my own unquotable quotes :)