Thursday, January 26, 2006

Life? Meaningless...

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||| 20%
Stability |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Orderliness |||| 13%
Accommodation |||||||||| 36%
Interdependence |||| 16%
Intellectual |||||||||| 36%
Mystical |||||||||||||| 56%
Artistic || 10%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 50%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Narcissism || 10%
Adventurousness |||||| 30%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 50%
Need to dominate |||||| 23%
Romantic || 10%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 70%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency || 10%
Change averse |||||||||| 36%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||| 23%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical Fitness |||||| 30%
Histrionic || 10%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 50%
Vanity || 10%
Hypersensitivity || 10%
Female cliche || 10%
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Pretty much accurate, some points abit off.

But that's up to others to discern.
 

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Random Poem #1

Darkness desends upon the land
The time of night is close at hand
With powers none comprehends
On Nightbringer, our fate hangs

For all life must come to an end

Thanatos he is named
Known throughout history
Never short of fame
A figure cloaked in mystery

Yet always perceived the same

Another day is ending
Yet another life shall cease
Although the morrow is ever reaching
from across the mist

An existence that is never missed
 

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Meaning of Life?

Some years ago, in India, there was a famous Guru giving a talk to thousands of people. In the crowd were holy men, presidents, film stars, musicians and many, many others. Apparently when this man talked, his voice was kind of 'hypnotic' and people became entranced by his words.

When he had finished speaking, the Guru asked if there were any further questions. There was a silence as people absorbed what they had just heard... until a man stood up. He was a business type, a western, skeptical man and half-laughing he said to the Guru, "Alright then, if you know everything, what's the meaning of life?"

The man was trying to embarrass the Guru, to kind of belittle him. But, the Guru answered, "I'll answer your question, but first let me tell you something about yourself."

Now the man was the one that everyone was looking at and became uncomfortable.

"You have never been in love, have you? Real, deep, true Love?"

"No," replied the man, now slightly embarrassed himself, "No, I haven't."

"Because..." said the Guru, "...a person who asks the question that you asked me, about the 'meaning of life', is really only telling you something about themselves. They have missed out on, or not experienced... love. Basically, a person who knew real Love, from their own direct, personal experience, would never even be able to ask the question, 'What is the meaning of life' because they would already know."

-taken from www.motivateus.com

I wonder at this, if this is true, why is everyone searching to this ellusive "Meaning of Life"?

It is true that I have nvr felt that kind of love before, and I doubt I ever will. Throughout my life, the only emotions that I am capable of feeling was anger and hate. Even then I have only related to such emotions only thrice. I can't feel sympathy towards people in pain, I don't feel anything when people try to insult me.

As far back as I can remember, humanity has been triving to understand the meaning of life. To me, life has no meaning, it merely exist, until death claims it. Happiness, is but an illusion; hope, is a denial of reality, yet it is because of hope people cling on to life, and it is why society functions in this chaotic world.

But, where has this feeling of hope go us? An era where the environment is so polluted that studies suggest we might regress into another ice-age by 2026? Even in the education system, the only way to get recognition is to score straight A's to fullfil the HOPES and DREAMS of one's parents. Look at the world now, is the economy growing? some might say yes, but if it is so, why is it that prices of goods keep going up, while income stays static?

If one can subsist on love alone, the world might have been so much a better place. If one thinks the meaning of life is merely about love, why is it that people can fall OUT of love? For a moment there, they knew the meaning of life, but when a relationship turns sour, some commit suicide, some get depressed. Yet if that was the meaning of life, why let it go in the 1st place?
 

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Life after exams.

Been a looooooooong while yeah?

no idea what have i been doing myself

Your Blogging Type Is the Private Performer

Your blog is your stage - with your visitors your adoring fans.
At least, that's how you write with your witty one liners.
And while you like attention, you value your privacy.
You're likely to have an anonymous blog - or turn off comments.


Well yeah, life after exams.

Bored. Stuck at home. So stuff like this pops out of nowhere

Heh.

You Should Drive a Ford Shelby Mustang Cobra

You have an extreme need for speed, even when you're not in a hurry.
And while your flying by, you don't want to look like every other car on the road!


Well, hmmmm... I don't really like muscle cars though...

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.


hmmm... i guess that much rounds up a few minutes of my life

Time wasted...

By the time u've finished reading this u realise that u just wasted 5 minutes of your life.