Nightbringer's Lair

So random

2006-10-30T21:45:00.000+08:00

You Are Midnight

You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.

What Time Of Day Are You?

Blehness

2006-10-10T02:14:00.000+08:00

Urgh fine... since I've nothing to do anyway

Got this from Sujj's bloggy~

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, "stab" 5 people to do the same test. (Stab?)
____________________________________

I miss somebody right now. (no one to miss)
I dont watch TV these days. (never did watch much)
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games. (of couse!)
I've tried marijuana.
I've been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (what?)

I believe that honesty is usually the best policy. (go to hell)
I curse. (yeah, fuck you)
I have changed mentally over the last year. (changed?)
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart. (Hell if I was i won't be in this situation)
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes. (somehow I feel I'm too trusting)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe , free of cost, and scar-free.

I need money right now. (MONEY!!)
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. (I need to talk...)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (no caller ID, clamp the phone wahaha)
I like the way I look. (umm...)
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent. (its too well hidden...)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends. (nope, dun care anyway)
I'm currently single. (yes yes...)

I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.(There r only 2 objects of hate currently)
I'm a pretty good dancer. (dance?)

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (yes, I hate her)
I have a cell phone. (Who the hell doesnt have one?)
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before. (If only I have anyone to reject)
I want to have children in the future. (no way man)

I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn. (yes yes... if I ever get down to it)
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before. (D-U-H)
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. (it was the reverse)

I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends. (If there is a fren worth dying for, I'm insignificant anyway)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it. (vomit)

I am happy at this moment! (I just finished my Tort exam)
I'm obsessed with guys. (the fuck?)
I study for tests most of the time. (I wish)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now. (but not the situation I'm in)
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.

I have jumped off a bridge. (it'll be fun)
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (I wish I had a dream)
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. (I suck at these, although i want to be good)
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs. (no experience, no comment)

I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state. (I wish I had that damn opportunity to stay OUT of home)
I like sausages.
I love kisses. (again, no experience)
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours. (eww, black man...)
I can't live without black eyeliner.

I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in. (none at all)
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep. (uh, who the hell knows that they talk in their sleep?)

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (LOUD ROCK MUSIC)
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie. (techinically, I love coke)
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. (i wish I COULD cosplay)

I have been to over 15 conventions. (sleep at home)
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary. (even then I don't)
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy. (Happiness, is but an illusion; hope, is a denial of reality)
I am an adrenaline junkie.

_________________________________________

I'm STABBING people, Die MORTALS!

Moony Moonshadow
Lin Hui
CP
Edo Fe Errol
backstabs Eo again (no other ppl)

Photoblog

2006-09-13T18:52:00.000+08:00

Joined a photoblogging group, Fleinair.
Expect a lot more active participation there.

VISIT FLEINAIR

Photos

2006-08-18T07:30:00.000+08:00

*nudge* update lar...
"oi, update your blog la..."
[quote] why so long nvr update? [/quote]

bleh, I'll just post random photos then, hoho.

um... heh heh.

putrajaya skyline

makes me think twice about wanted to go convo ><"

Went to the Palace of Justice ^^

Went around Putra very late at night, the roads were damn empty, so...

Random (1)

2006-07-12T08:23:00.000+08:00

Ah well, since I have superbly long periods of free times in the morning, why not I just keep this blog updated? Not likely to last long but what the hell, lets try anyway...

Firstly, MMU management sucks, VERY seriously.
Only 3 aircons in the SEC building is working, and the techinicians are not fixing it anytime soon
there are 64 wireless ports around MMU, only half of them are working.
I booked a room for a chess session, my reason for booking the room was clearly stated: "CHESS LEAGUE TOURNAMENT"
They gave me a theatre style room. like WTF?!!! and when I go to see those *%&% ppl to change the venue, they said: "send us as email to request for venue change" @#^#*%^#$%^&* I am THERE in person goddammit! and after 12 hours of requesting for the change it is still NOT changed.

*Kills all MMU staff.

Bah, all these is making me mad, went up the hill to cool off and take pictures, unfortunately I went up a tad bit early and so couldn't catch the sunset, but heck, here's somepics

Cloud Formation here is damn cool...

The Sun retreats into the West...

Went to the Emina AGM that night, since I had to interview some potential candidates for my chess club committees, by the time I arrived at the AGM Edo's speech is over and they had started playing some games...

anyone knows Edo? Well if you don't here he is :P

Ah~~~ this pic explains all.

Ciao~~

Northern Lights

2006-07-11T08:06:00.000+08:00

I bring you, the Northern Lights

Two souls torn apart,
Feelings of nowhere to strangle my heart.
Why did we meet this day?
The way to ask this question
Vanishes into clear shadow.

No need to waver.
Though without any strength,
You can find answers that you're looking for
After you've moved on.

Love, sin, dreams, and darkness
Wear all of them now.
And at the moment when
Your power and my heart overlap,
Something will be born.
Do you believe in destiny?

Such is the illusion
Surrounds this planet's sadness softly
"Are you going to follow the same destiny?"
Singing voices sounds
From far, far away.

It's too early
To give up.
Let's entrust your hope on
Folding lights.

And just feel silently now
Your dream which will come true sometime.
Your decision. My hesitation.
Believe in the way
That encounter indicates you.
I live with facing my destiny.

And just feel silently now
Yuor dream which will come true sometime.
Your dream. My hesitation.
Believe in the way....

And the people say:

2006-05-11T13:53:00.000+08:00

YSY, u so lame la... hohoho...

And since being an ass is what u like, lemme incite some jealousy in you

now then...

The best part is...

ITS FREE!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA....

Lucky draw GRAND PRIZE!!!

Die YSY!

Losing Interest

2006-05-01T14:54:00.000+08:00

I've been in a very weird mood for the past month

I don't seem to retain an interest in anything
Not reading any stories
Not playing much games
Not even doing anything much...

Just sleeping...

I need to study
I need to shake off this unsettling mood that will be my downfall
Dang, I don't even feel like playing games...

Humans: The Fundamental Problem #1

2006-03-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

Information Dissemination

I've been in a club for some time now, a club which I considered the best in MMU, maybe its because I've no life, maybe its because its really the best, or maybe Its because of the clique of friends there.

Then came this day where the club's camera tripod was apparently stolen. and I'm the last person seen handling it.

Now the problem.

There is now a new tripod. When I came in the next day I saw the tripod, and thought "oh, they found it" But no, it was a new one, as I mentioned earlier. I didn't know about it, no one told me about, and I got to know it just a few minutes ago by ACCIDENT involving someone borrowing the club's camera without most of the members knowing about it.

Who else knows that the tripod was stolen? unless they were present when someone found it missing, I very much doubt that they would have known.

Is it because humans like to keep information to themselves? would we be happier not knowing? ignorance is bliss right? and now I might be suspected by some of the members.

Normally I wouldn't have gave a damn. But these are the people I considered friends. They're closer to me than my whole family had ever been. It hurts.

Too many things are handled by the authorities of an organisation. The members knows shit. The authorities too don't think the members should know anything because they are not fundamental to the decisions the authorities will make.

That's why the rich get richer while the poor gets poorer.

I hate going into depression mode. I does no good to me, I'll just think about all the wrongs in the world and how I wouldn't give a damn in my normal state of mind.

Specialisation

Is this going to help the human race as a whole. True, we can acomplish our jobs faster, be more efficient was it comes to handling stuff related to our line of specialisation, know tons of techinical stuff about what we do.

so what is specialisation gotta do with information dissemination?

Example: Mind your own business.

Good enough?

I'm not going to be able to sleep tonight.

Rest in Peace...

2006-03-10T07:53:00.000+08:00

*Picture repealed as it was up for already 12 hours*
*Pictorial tribute ends*

In memory of Razzman's father.
May his soul rest in peace.

Take a moment of silence...
For a world beyond violence.

The Stage

2006-03-10T02:16:00.000+08:00

Its actually a Singing Competition, English in nature.

I stuck around the whole time. Just to support a friend of a friend >_<"
Although its true I got stuck with the job of phototaking halfway through

So... anyone who wants the photo just ask me when I'm using my laptop, of course u'll need to have a thumb-drive ready.

All in all, I'm rather impressed with the way English Language Society organized the event. I wrote them off the list of successful clubs early this year as their meetings were completely lame and stuff. Well, goes to show more of the fact first impressions are not accurate.

As much as the event was well-organized, the singers generally suck. Its amazing when you consider out of 30 people, 10 made it to the finals, and out of that 10, half of them just aint have any talent.

The Man of the day was Wayne, My classmate (although I've never talked to him) He was the best singer among them by far (duh, he won) and it was a rather obvious choice (I guessed that he will win quite early on, the moment the last contestant started singing to be presice) The friend of a friend (her name was Anne) got 5th, i think...

here's Wayne

Oh ya Vic came... not interested in him, but here's a picture neeways

Positions 1 to 4 (too lazy to sort them out, here anyway)

The MMU Food FIESTA!!!

2006-03-09T16:27:00.000+08:00

OMGMFG!! Its super LAME!!!

Its SUPPOSED to be a Food FIESTA for crying out loud.
I mean, 5 fucking tents? (the one that houses the mike and random chairs don't count)
U gotta be kidding me.

I heard news that the whole event was rejected by Shakeys, KFC... and all the other big companies, problem with the management it seems. MMU must wanted to big a cut from total sales.

Too bad, so we get a Lamers Carnival

The food aint even nice.

Oh well, just taking random pictures

Hitz.fm 9th birthday bash

2006-03-06T12:47:00.000+08:00

Started the exodus at a little before noon. Suji came to fetch me coz my mom is gonna use the car on that day haiz...

We reached MP at around 1. And was in the course of eating lunch when Alex sms-ed me.

Ops... forgotten all about Alex wanting to come too. Muahahaha... Luckily he has a motorbike. (Come late somemore lah Alex)

This was my 1st concert ever. So it was rather fun, although the only reason I actually went was just to get the hell out of my house. Living at home just sux.

Well, I really have nothing to say about all the stuff that happen, as it just so happen that I have no interest to write so much.

Night of Celebration 4

2006-02-24T08:00:00.000+08:00

It was there again, the NOC...

It all started with a presentation about cancer and reminded us of what the blessing to be alive - which just about clashed horribly with my own views. Donation boxes where then passed around, which made me go "oh, so that's why its free". They then screened "the making of NOC4" which is totally irrelevent but comical. Although I would be more impressed if the the characters were the leads

The Chapters of Life...

Oh, that's the title by the way...

tells a tale of faith, friendship and forgiveness. Featuring Abigail, a graceful leader of a dance, and Violet, her best friend and assistant. Despite the seemingly perfect person, Abigail suffers from leukemia. Chris, Abigail’s brother and Sean, another friend were naturally concerned for her, Chris being Abigail’s protective brother and Sean as Abigail’s secret admirer/lover.

The storyline and cast of characters are rather much predictable, but then again, there exist very few storyline left unexplored, so I would not harp on that.

Chris is an unbeliever, or rather, he thinks god as some dood who is too lazy to care about the world (infested, you reading this?) Chris thinks that if god had so much as cared, his sister would not have had leukemia. The fact that Abigail died shorty after receiving news of a suitable bone marrow transplant did not help matters either, although he blames himself too for driving recklessly.

Sean, the outcast, of the family, of the world. He is also essentailly an unbeliever, having prayed and been denied disclosure. According to the story, he only true friend was Abigail, and he is secretly in love with her. Having spilled his feelings on the night Abigail died, Sean blamed Chris for killing her. After the incident Sean lived a life of denial, changing into a playboy, seeking to soothe his aching heart.

Violet is a typical movie character, where as best friend to a talented mate, feels sidelined and of course very jealous of Abigail. Also secretly in love with Sean... (you know where this is headed, no need for me to explain, bleh). After Abigail's death, Violet struggles to fill in Abi's shoes and suffered bouts of inconfidence and stuff, and still tried to capture Sean's attention.

Now Abigail... "live life to the fullest" or so it seems to be her motto. Despite her condition, she practices on the dance floor almost with zealous fervor. and also in love with Sean (what the heck? now that I put it in words it seems so... cliche >_< )Abigail died on the night where hope shined through, presenting with it a suitable marrow transplant. Giving her a chance at a normal life. Another death of the innocent, the nice person. (people who die always seem to be the good guys eh?)

A thing that must be mentioned is the heavy Christian undertones. Though they might have had a place in the play, they sat uncomfortably with certain members of the audience. Notably me, else I wouldn't be mentioning this, bleh!

On the flip side the music was exceptional and inspired. The live orchestration lent to the play the heart and emotion, and although the singing itself might not be entirely remarkable, it was above what could be expected from us university students (which is already better than SOME artises out there...)

Taking a different direction from the previous Nights of Celebrations which revolved around the true meaning of Christmas, this year's production team brought instead a story of a life lived to the very fullest which they purported would "lead us in search for a true reason to live".

The only reason I'm actually content with the show is probably my own bitterness towards life, and a general tendency towards unjudgementalness (is there such a word?). But where the heart can be mended, and the mind can be cured, a soul that had died can never be reborn, nor the fire that had extinguished rekindled.

Prophets Pictures: Blasphemy; Solution: Bludgeoning

2006-02-13T08:39:00.000+08:00

Righteous Fury

Right...

Really, if people can just be less sensitive.

The world would end.

No, serious. If everyone is as uncaring as me, there will be no life as we know today. But of course there will also be no conflict, mainly cause no one would believe in anything.

Logically though, we can view it as such:

Since one can't have Prophet Muhammad's picture taken, no one now would know HOW he looks like. So, one can take solace in the fact that the picture CAN'T be his real picture. Unless of course some original picture exist in the 1st place, but then its blasphemy to have his picture! So...

What the hell?

and...

"Hit them where it hurts, which is the economy" says some dood.

Sorry, won't work, your economy is the mone more likely to suffer. Think of it, Denmark and all the other European countries have already a stable economy, with exports all over the world, while the guys who are making these absurd demands are from DEVELOPING countries, whose economy is even MORE fragile.

You'll be destroying yourselves, much to the joy of anti-muslims.

Life? Meaningless...

2006-01-26T14:47:00.000+08:00

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|	20%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|	13%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|	16%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Artistic	\|\|	10%
Religious	\|\|	10%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Narcissism	\|\|	10%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%

Romantic	\|\|	10%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|	16%
Dependency	\|\|	10%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Histrionic	\|\|	10%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Vanity	\|\|	10%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|	10%
Female cliche	\|\|	10%

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Pretty much accurate, some points abit off.

But that's up to others to discern.

Random Poem #1

2006-01-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

Darkness desends upon the land
The time of night is close at hand
With powers none comprehends
On Nightbringer, our fate hangs

For all life must come to an end

Thanatos he is named
Known throughout history
Never short of fame
A figure cloaked in mystery

Yet always perceived the same

Another day is ending
Yet another life shall cease
Although the morrow is ever reaching
from across the mist

An existence that is never missed

Meaning of Life?

2006-01-17T22:07:00.000+08:00

Some years ago, in India, there was a famous Guru giving a talk to thousands of people. In the crowd were holy men, presidents, film stars, musicians and many, many others. Apparently when this man talked, his voice was kind of 'hypnotic' and people became entranced by his words.

When he had finished speaking, the Guru asked if there were any further questions. There was a silence as people absorbed what they had just heard... until a man stood up. He was a business type, a western, skeptical man and half-laughing he said to the Guru, "Alright then, if you know everything, what's the meaning of life?"

The man was trying to embarrass the Guru, to kind of belittle him. But, the Guru answered, "I'll answer your question, but first let me tell you something about yourself."

Now the man was the one that everyone was looking at and became uncomfortable.

"You have never been in love, have you? Real, deep, true Love?"

"No," replied the man, now slightly embarrassed himself, "No, I haven't."

"Because..." said the Guru, "...a person who asks the question that you asked me, about the 'meaning of life', is really only telling you something about themselves. They have missed out on, or not experienced... love. Basically, a person who knew real Love, from their own direct, personal experience, would never even be able to ask the question, 'What is the meaning of life' because they would already know."

-taken from www.motivateus.com

I wonder at this, if this is true, why is everyone searching to this ellusive "Meaning of Life"?

It is true that I have nvr felt that kind of love before, and I doubt I ever will. Throughout my life, the only emotions that I am capable of feeling was anger and hate. Even then I have only related to such emotions only thrice. I can't feel sympathy towards people in pain, I don't feel anything when people try to insult me.

As far back as I can remember, humanity has been triving to understand the meaning of life. To me, life has no meaning, it merely exist, until death claims it. Happiness, is but an illusion; hope, is a denial of reality, yet it is because of hope people cling on to life, and it is why society functions in this chaotic world.

But, where has this feeling of hope go us? An era where the environment is so polluted that studies suggest we might regress into another ice-age by 2026? Even in the education system, the only way to get recognition is to score straight A's to fullfil the HOPES and DREAMS of one's parents. Look at the world now, is the economy growing? some might say yes, but if it is so, why is it that prices of goods keep going up, while income stays static?

If one can subsist on love alone, the world might have been so much a better place. If one thinks the meaning of life is merely about love, why is it that people can fall OUT of love? For a moment there, they knew the meaning of life, but when a relationship turns sour, some commit suicide, some get depressed. Yet if that was the meaning of life, why let it go in the 1st place?

Life after exams.

2006-01-14T00:27:00.000+08:00

Been a looooooooong while yeah?

no idea what have i been doing myself

Your Blogging Type Is the Private Performer

Your blog is your stage - with your visitors your adoring fans.
At least, that's how you write with your witty one liners.
And while you like attention, you value your privacy.
You're likely to have an anonymous blog - or turn off comments.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

Well yeah, life after exams.

Bored. Stuck at home. So stuff like this pops out of nowhere

Heh.

You Should Drive a Ford Shelby Mustang Cobra

You have an extreme need for speed, even when you're not in a hurry.
And while your flying by, you don't want to look like every other car on the road!

What 2007 Car Should You Drive?

Well, hmmmm... I don't really like muscle cars though...

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

hmmm... i guess that much rounds up a few minutes of my life

Time wasted...

By the time u've finished reading this u realise that u just wasted 5 minutes of your life.

Time passes.

2005-11-25T08:33:00.000+08:00

Its been 2 weeks aready.

In MMU

Damn I haven't even started studying.

With midterms in 2 weeks time...

The weather has been screwy these few days...

rain... rain... rain... gah...

at last I see the sun today...

not that I like the sun...

oh yeah I stumbled upon this while reading the newspapers today.

CHINESE NATIONAL FORCED TO STRIP IN A MALAYSIAN JAIL

well well well... so what happened to condamning torture by the Americans?

no one is better, anywhere on this earth.

Humanity is doomed. as was predetermined long ago.

Yawn

2005-11-22T12:34:00.000+08:00

Current Desktop

I predict this semester to be the lamest ever.

Actually it already feels like the lamest ever.

No car.

Need to stay at home.

Travel everyday...

I feel LAME.

YAWNNNNNNNNNNNN...............

Magic: Your ignorance is my bliss...

2005-11-17T14:18:00.000+08:00

Well, back in MMU, back to civilisation.

Back to MAGIC THE GATHERING.

Just to bad I can't stay out of my home this semester.

Hates it.

Yawn.

Magic has come up with the coolest, most devastating (emotionally) deck ever.
House DIMIR

Who would ever expect the milling strategy to be so powerful? The cards are cool, the concept is super cool, and the taglines are extraordinary.

So how's this? Card removing, with the ability that says removed cards can't be played. OMG! Now check this out

10 cards into the graveyard, and if Circu is in play, an additional 2 cards goes outa da game! 12 cards for 2 mana!

The coolest creature of all times, Szedek, Dimir Guildmaster, Lord of Secrets. Let him through your defence more than 3 times u are more than screwed.

While not the most powerful deck around. House Dimir is just so cool that it had immediately caught my attention.

2005-10-31T21:08:00.000+08:00

OMFG! I actually passed ALL my subjects!! OMG OMG..... Shall start blogging again soon enough... when I get back to unlimited connection. With dial-ups... I'm damn lazy to blog.

Blek!

2005-10-08T01:46:00.000+08:00

Gaaaaa........... exams finishhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

HATES EXAMS

I FAILED!!!!! most probably

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Windows Voice recognition

2005-08-25T09:08:00.000+08:00

Heh. Had nothing to do, so I went and tried this program on mah's pc.

So mah typed out this passage.

Testing out the windows voice recognition program. The tutorial of this program stated that after the first training session I can get about 85% accuracy. Well, I’ve already trained the computer for 3 sessions. Lets see how good is this program, I’m now going to read this passage to the computer.

Read it to da pc... look what came out...

There’s still out the windows OS-nation program at the details of this program stated that after the first training session I can get about 85 percent accuracy back I’ve already trained the computer for tree sessions that Seahawk goodies this program I’m not going to read these essays to the computer

Hmph, so much for 85% accuracy...

Q & A

2005-08-22T20:46:00.000+08:00

Which just goes to mean I'm damn bored and lazy to update but I feel obliged to update because it has been quite a while... so I just ripped this off friendster.

1. What does your nickname mean?
The most powerful and evil wizard on earth.

2. Who/what's on your primary photo?
My avatar

3. Who introduced Friendster to you?
forgot adi...

4. When's your birthday?
17-09-1986

5. Are you a busy person?
hmmmm........ u wanna testify for that?

6. What are you wearing right now?
black shirt and pants

7. What is life to you?
A pain in the ass

8. What is love to you?
An emptiness

9. What/who do you hate most now?
being nasty, you.

10. Who do you love?
My girlfriend ^^

11. What makes you happy?
nothing really

12. Are you musically inclined?
depends, if you mean playing musical instruments, so not inclined

13. What happens if you wake up one morning to..
See you dead?
"oh, i died, bing deal"

14. Do you love cooking?
nope, I can cook though

15. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what
will you be?
Falcon

16. Name ONE obvious quality you have, just
ONE?
Accepting (a.k.a uncaring)

17. What's the name of the song that's stuck in
your head?
I like to move it.

18. Who do you think would answer this survey
after you?
Like i care

19. The slowest?
fuck off.

20. Are you happy today?
nope.

21. Who was in your dreams?
death

22. Who makes you happy?
hmmm..... P&C

23. What time is it now?
9.03pm

24.Name the Last Four Things U Have Bought?
ahh.... fooooooooooooooooood.

25.Name two things you usually drink?
Tea or tea

26.Last Time You Cried?
uh... several years ago?

27.What's In Your MP3 Player?
Lotsa songs

28.What's Under Your Bed?
monsters

29.What Time Did You Wake Up Today?
didn't sleep

30.Current Hair?
long in front

31.Current Clothes?
Wait... I've answered this just now...

32.Current Desktop Picture?
Pentagram

33.Current Worry?
none

35.Favorite Place To Be?
anywhere where I can be alone... all alone...

36. If You Could Play An Instrument?
piano

37.Favourite colour[S]
Black

38.How tall Are You?
No idea

39.Current Favorite Word?
hmmmm.......... yeah, it IS hmmm........

40.One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back And Talk To?
none. I dun care.

42.Favorite Day(s)?
Not applicable

43.Where Would You Like To Go?
Purgatory

44.Where Do you want to live when you get
married?
Nowhere in particular, everywhere sucks

45.Favorite fruit?
Honeydew

46.Color of most clothes you own?
Black

47.What you sleep with?
That, u don't need to know.

48.What do you wear when you go to sleep?
You don't need to know either >:)

49.What were you doing 12AM last night?
Anything but sleeping

50.what is the brand of your wallet?
Pirated

Exam woes

2005-07-27T18:59:00.000+08:00

Exams came again, in its sneaky way as usual... catching lazy people like me unprepared. Well not exactly unprepared this time around, since I've actually started studying this sem. Then again I'm fundamentally a lazy person as stated above.

Well, the time came.

And went.

Like the wind.

I'm gone...

Harry Potter and the Mud-Blood Prince

2005-07-20T12:54:00.001+08:00

Now, some people have asked why is it I have a problem with Rowling and Bloomsbury reaping in HUGE amounts of profit.

"A little bit thinner". Riiiiiight.

So they claim the 6th book is "a bit thinner than the 5th". So now I know the marketing defination of "A bit thinner". To be more specific, the 6th is 159 pages thinner than the 5th

Even the words are BIGGER!!! ARRGHH!!!

As if being thinner aint enough, now they have to make the words BIGGER... Gah

To calm myself down... here's ANGELING ^^

Oh well, at least this book is so much a nicer read than the 5th book. But I'm still pissed at the fact that I spent 14.90bucks more than the previous book.

Title?

2005-07-14T09:11:00.000+08:00

Meh, Lazy to think up a title.

Lets see, so what have I to complain about today?

Oh yes...

The House of Commons brought up yet another idiotic issue yesterday. They are saying that women are also to blame for a certain Muslim Male syndrom called 3T's Direct translation would be "want but scared" - A syndrom where a man wants to marry more than 1 wife but is scared to do so.

So now they put the blame on women coz they like to chase married men - pure genious I say.

Then there is this issue a few days ago. Some dumb-ass Minister claimed that the educational MERIT system is BAIS. He furthur elaborated that it is because of that there was a decrease in the ammount of Malays in the professional sectors.

Question: Would you want some underachieving bastard operating on you? (Hey, professional occupation - doctor). NO?

Well, there you go.

If anything, this "BIAS" would some day save the world.

I do not have much time these days, feeling lazy too. So this blog will not be updated often.

Away from home.

2005-06-25T20:02:00.000+08:00

2 words.

It ROCKS!!!

Oh I so love living away from home...

TOTAL FREEDOM

my relationship with parents had never been good anyway, so this experience is way cool.

I also found out that I have more motivation to do things.

Too bad I have to go home every weekend.

Uni life is COOL

Why am I typing life this?

Don't know, don't care.

Oh wow...

2005-06-21T17:18:00.000+08:00

What's with the sudden influx of people visiting my blog? I mean, 2502 hits? Is that right?

So the 1st week in MMU is over and now I'm starting the 2nd week... the Student Publication Board, my club, had set up a booth all week io induce new members to join our board. Although there were 2400 new students who entered MMU this year, only 117 students joined our board *sigh*.

Whatheheck, our board survived last year with only 30 members. We don't need lots of manpower, just dedicated ones.

As the weekend loams, its time for the final preparation for the camp for the new members of our board. Hectic would be a massive understatement when it comes to organizing the camp. Sleeping at 4am each day and waking up in time for class the same day. Not to mention that planning only starts after 11pm bacause of the interview session with the freshies that goes on till 10.30pm.

The camp started on friday and ended on sunday. On friday 8pm, those that registered for camp turned up one by one, carrying from simple bags to fully packed travel bags, one even brought a very big blanket =P

Throughout the camp various activities were held to bond the members together, I might post them if I have time, with photos of course... But although the preparations were tiring, the freshies said that the camp was incredible and the best camp they ever attended, that's reward enough.

Close Sources

2005-06-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

I HATE close sourced webpages.

Webpages incorporating no-right-click and no-copying scripts should not be allowed.

The people who blogs but does abovementioned should be SHOT.

Blogger is supposed to be an open society.

I HATE microsoft, wit thier endless bugs and security issues.

I hate alot of things... but these are currently what I hate the most.

Bleh.

Sick...

2005-06-04T23:48:00.000+08:00

Arrgh... sick for 5 days... unbelievable. Worse sickness I've had in years, oh well, since in years Iim drinking a grand total of 2 glasses of water per week. Miracle I'm not dead yet...

Lock, Cock, and ready to Rock

2005-05-20T00:20:00.000+08:00

Well, I guess next sem is coming right up. I'm done with my course registration, so I should be accepted into Law now. 2 more weeks... then its back to mmu. While I can't say I like to study, extended holidays always wears me down as boredom piles itself on me. Althought this time around its not that bad, I'm looking forward to be back in MMU nonetheless.

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Malaysian MP's nvr do give up on idiocy do they? Even now they r trying to put the blame of rape victims onto their clothing. To me, that shows exactly what the MP's think when seeing a scantily dressed woman. (yeah yeah, deny it.) If the commentors can come up with such a lame reason, it only means the commentors are some goddamn idiots as well.

Fact: fully clothed woman also gets raped, now how do they explain that? They exposed their FACE?? c'mon, stop putting the blame on the girls. Rape even occurs in the Arabs for gods sake, where the only thing exposed are the EYES!!! So will the MP's stop their parody of fools and start living up to your job!!!

Damn Blogger

2005-05-15T00:33:00.000+08:00

Gah... Blogger swallowed my post again... just on the day I forgot to save it before publishing... Oh well, generally these few days are rather monotonous, though this time I'm not complaining much.

What's bothering me now is the current justice system, although they claim to be on the basis of "innocent till proven guilty", the contrary is actually much closer to the truth. That is the way our society is behaving now. The reason: the guy who got charged for skipping "National Service" because he was working to support his family whose mom earns RM150 per MONTH, while he does odd jobs that sometimes fecth RM30++ per DAY.

So what's their reason to prosecute the guy? - Because he stated he did not go for NS because he was lazy. Yeah yeah so u can charge someone because of that? Did the authorities BOTHER to check on his family conditions? NOOOooooooo...... it was the media who did that.

This is the main problem, when someone is accused, he is automatically judged as guilty from everyone but their dearest frens or family. The word "I'm innocent" is often met by skeptism. So everyone tires EXTRA hard to prove the accused guilty. But what if the accused pleads guilty? NO ONE tries to prove he is innocent and pled guilty out of duress/ threats or anything.

The Obelisk of Darkness

2005-05-10T01:33:00.000+08:00

The Obelisk of Darkness is my alter personality. A dark, brooding guy who views life as a hopeless whirlpool in which one is caught, powerless to prevent fate.

I've always wondered how one's personality is forged. Or, more precisely, how one such as me is forged. How is it that someone comes to hate live so much that nothing matters anymore. How is it that I came to not care about anything or anyone, including myself? And yet, is that considered evil? People have come to view me as someone who is a good listener, yet and I? Is that trully me? or just because I've not a care left for this world.

Consider, everyday while reading the news, I cannot grieve for those who have died, young of old, in my mind all I'm thinking of is that they where spared a miserable life. In life, I can never bring myself to do something I hate, even if it means life or death. In my mindstate, dying because of refusing to do what I hate is considered a fair death.

Wondering about all these, I turn my sight inwards, to my very being. How "real" am I? Although I've not changed for years, 9 years, is this the real me? or is my true self trampled down so much it does not seek to resurface anymore? I prefer to be alone, but can I trully live in solitude? or am I lonely? But I do not feel lonely, just bored. Is this what I've become?

Hope, they say, is why people cling one to live. For me, Hope, is a denial of reality. I can't define happiness, but I can relate with anger and hate. Although there is really not much left to be angry about as it is useless. For such a long time my anger has expressed anger has been fake as I do not care enough to take offence anymore. But why is it sometimes I offend people just by not letting them offend me? The world hasn't change... no, its the humans that have yet to change, or is it? The world as I see it the deteriorating, and I've had the opinion that the world would not get any better ever since 911. I was right.

Conflicts...

2005-05-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

I guess 1st off I'm glad to have passed ALL my subjects for Alpha.

Then again this time around I did not score well for ANY of my subjects, including english. Sigh, probably my fault (duh, off course it's my fault) since I did not do the drama. (15 marks fly)

I don't think I'll be posting often nowadays, most of my time online is now spent on downloading manga's, and blogging takes a huge chunk out of my download speed.

Ops, neglecting time...

2005-05-05T18:01:00.000+08:00

I'm bored. Somehow I tend to neglect my blog after some period of time when I get bored. My results should be out today ir tomorrow and so I'm currently extremely nervous, which is about the 1st time I'm getting nervous. Too much is hinged on this, and I can't fail this now...

Anyway I've change my template again, changed the background and added my own unquotable quotes :)

Trivalities within trivalities.

2005-04-28T00:30:00.000+08:00

I wonder how certain MP's get their job. How is it that the populace choose them to be MP's? Is it because they put on a fake persona when campaigning, or is it their bullshit that somehow convinces the people? Maybe even the people here are electing the lesser of 2 evils, as what is like in the USA.
Whatever, they are now looking up on words in the friggin dictionary to point out irrelevent facts for crying out loud! Rampage- to run amok. Really, do they even understand the english language? I bet they use much more exagerative terms when they go on their campaigns, not saying the NST is exagerating though. I do think the comment on the performance of the MP's in fair. We have the right to know what goes on in those sessions. Of course we will be pissed when the MP's we elected discuss on the most trival of things. Now running out of trival things to discuss, reluctant to tackle the serious stuffs, the MP's now turn to Press Bashing, Gah.
Now, I understand some people are dumb and do not know the difference between a question and a statement. Which is why these people sometimes misunderstand things, I say sometimes because certain people know they don't really understand a certain language and ask around before coming to a conclusion. The wise say "smart people do not wallow in politics" and that is true, and I do think one of those smart people is PM Abdullah, down to earth, and he knows trivalities only bring downfall.
Really, how can one take the just the meaning of one flimsy half-sentence? "people do not care about MP's anymore" when the full sentense mean another universe utterly? "Another reason why the pay hike of MP's is not challenged might be the people do not care enough about their MP's anymore, and that is depressing" advice to dumb people - In the english language, please read the WHOLE sentence before you give any more comment in which you might make a fool of yourself.

China vs. Japan

2005-04-26T01:07:00.000+08:00

I overheard an interchange between 2 middle-aged guys 2 days ago when I was at breakfast in my taman's coffee shop. I'm translating it to english as they where talking in mandarin.

A: (reading newspaper) Haiya the japs ah, until now still only give a forced "apology". No sincerity one.
B: That's y la China protest. The Japs not like the Germans. The Germans ah so sincere in their apology, ambassador go to monument to say sorry somemore.
A: Hmph, 1 sen also dowan give the wartime slaves. DUMB
B: We now know lo, the Japs is all brains no heart one...
A: Eh you know ah, because the Japs are so advaced, they use labtops frequently and you know what?
B: What?
A: Research shows that you kenot put the "labtop" on your lab for extended periods of time because they heat they radiate can make you IMPOTENT!! (laughter)
B: Walaueh! (laughter)
A: Very nice of god to avenge the victims oh?
B: Haha yaloh...

Well needless to say I was so amused by that conversation. Heh

From darkness I come...

2005-04-22T00:27:00.000+08:00

You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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This rather fits me. Someone who comes and goes as he pleases, mending with the shadows...

This and That... Whatever...

2005-04-20T15:14:00.000+08:00

The backbenchers did it again, this time it was one from Penang who demanded that the name George Town be changed. He said that the name reflects on our colonial pass where we were conquered by the Brits and that pass should be forgotten, less it affects our future.

Don't they have anything better to discuss???

I mean, while others are trying to improve the quality of our education system, here they are talking about crap topics like these and yesterday it was a radio name change to Klasik FM which they claim affected them emotionally. Blah.

Even now locak grads are being pushed sideways when foreign grads enter the field. This is a serious problem. Something has to be done FAST (and not argue over useless matters like KLASIK FM) Apparently local grads lack social skills (which has ALWAYS been the issue, haiz) and they have attitude problems. I don't blame them, the education system in my eyes is all wrong, much to exam oriented.

So how do we strife the change that? One thing is for sure, with useless backbenchers around, the problems can only manifest.

Looky here...

2005-04-19T15:50:00.000+08:00

This is so cool :D

bleh

Oh well, I guess this is malaysian mentality. Heh

Alien Vs. Predator 2

2005-04-19T14:26:00.000+08:00

Old game, New player. Heh

Overall I must say the game is GOOD. Playing as one of the "3 deadliest races in the universe" gives the games the kicks. The only drawbacks is that the multiplayer does not have bots that u can play with... and the fact that the game makes your head spin after a while especially if you're playing Alien. Although the missions are not long in a strict sense, the entwining plots are COOL. In playing the different missions, you will go "cool, so this is what happened" as you would have gone through certain steps in playing the other races.

I experience the most fun playing as ALIEN, the crawling around, scaring the marines to death... heh. Alien is by far the easiest to play, since u don't have to really bother about your life, just kill something to get additional life. Heh. Marines, well, they are as fragile as a TOOTHPICK. But hell their weapons the powerful. Marine missions tend to be the scariest as you KNOW you die damn easily, the swarms of aliens that tend to attack you doesn't help things, and the motion sensor just scares the hell out of you in dark places. Predators, although they are tough, can't really handle numbers are their weapons are really lacking in rapid fire arsenal. Predators also have problems dealing the the Praetorian class aliens as they lack armor-piecing. Fighting marines is a walk in the park, cloak- use speargun- shoot them. Heh.

Weather Control Indeed

2005-04-13T23:11:00.000+08:00

Never thought I'll be posting this but here goes.

A REPORTER from UTUSAN MALAYSIA claims that the USA OWNS a WEATHER CONTROL DEVICE!! And he CLAIMS that all the recent natural disasters are CAUSED by them! OMG what the hell is going on in this world now? I never would have believed such anti-western sentinent had I not seen this idiocy. The article furthur accuses the USA of wanting to take control of INDONESIAN OILFIELDS, hence unleasing their "weather control" powers, creating the sept 26 TSUNAMI and the recent QUAKES the hit Indonesia. Since when had we stoop so low as to throw unproven accusations supported by RIDICULOUS bullshit? Hah, and again I blame HUMAN FOOLISHNESS as I've stated quite a few times before.
Does anyone know how huge a volume of air needs to be moved before a storm is created? Then imagine the sheer power needed to cause the earth plates to heave in such a way that it produces a 9.0 earthquake. Only something with equavilent explosive power of the NUCLEAR WEAPON can create such a catastrophy!! And dun anyone DARE say the USA drop a nuke in the ocean, its plain DUMB.
And just because of this post don't accuse me of being pro-america, you won't? Yeah right I know some people would take this as a personal insult and start blabbering crap. I've a general piece of advice to those I term as fanatics- Just shut the hell up and you won't bother anyone.

Back... More dead than alive...

2005-04-12T21:10:00.000+08:00

Well, first off, I so HATE my finals, and I so HATE my uni right now. Gah I'm feeling so fucking lame now, had my worst exams on the 1st and last day which was accounts and statistics. Accounts was rather hard, but its at least still passable. Statistics on the other hand... lets just say I have a 99.99999% chance of failing the subject.
Why does MMU want us to pass ALL the subjects before letting us proceed to BETA??? WHY??!!! I wanna take LAW for god's sake, and LAW doesn't require anything remotely related the MATHS!!! (For those who don't know, I COMPLETELY SUCK at ANY math subject).
Gawd-damnit... Now my only hope lies with having a very very very kind-hearted lecturer marking my paper. I can of course write in to the prof. but *sigh* what's the use? Given another sem to prepare I still do not have any amount of confidence to take on statistics again...

Arrgh... What the hell. Exams is OVER. For now... after I'm done with seeing my lecturers for all those stuffs I mentioned above I'm going to devote a whole month on computer gaming. HEH.

KL PC Fair

2005-03-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

Heh, went to KL with mah dad today for the PC fair. Reached PWTC at around 1pm. Oh gawd the SEA of ppl there! Imagine looking into an ant's nest, with all the ants running around all over the place. Bleh. But the fair was grand, with 3 stories of computer equipments. The coolest floor was at the very top where a whole floor of speakers were blasting away... woo man!
Too Bad we didn't get anything, the place was way too packed. So no mood to stop by and ask lots of questions and blablabla...
heh, took this quiz for fun and well, the results aint really unexpected. =P

You scored as True Neutral. A True Neutral person has two faces- either these people are merely apathetic, preferring to focus their minds on more important things, or these people truly believe in a balance of all things. To these people, there can be no light without some darkness. These people also have no dedication to, or intrinsic distrust of, laws.

True Neutral

85%

Lawful Evil

65%

Chaotic Good

65%

Chaotic Neutral

65%

Chaotic Evil

65%

Neutral Evil

45%

Lawful Good

40%

Neutral Good

25%

Lawful Neutral

25%

What is your Alignment?
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Vampires: Bloodlines

2005-03-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

Heh, found a new, rather interesting game to play with. Being a vampire is cool, and I guess its no mystery to announce that I love vampires and even likened myself as one.
However finals are just around the corner, 1 week to go?? ARRGGGHHHHHH!!!........ this sux... but what am I to do? I've yet to study...

2005-03-21T18:00:00.000+08:00

this is the basic picture as my bg

Bored...

2005-03-21T17:51:00.000+08:00

Meh... changed the background again. Most probably I'll be changing it till I get something saticfactory, i think.
Currently in the uni feeling lame, had nothing to do but hang around the whole day. That's rather much enough to make anyone feel lame. Oh well, *shrugs* I guess that is just how my life is.
I seem to have gotten quite far with my vampires game, and man I love those blood mages, they are just so cool... Oh, it is 2 persons birthday today, but I'm not celebrating it (too bad), not today at least.

Yea... exam time...

2005-03-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

So it comes.
Final exams in about 2 weeks or so. Well, I guess its time to start studying like crazy... if I can that is. I'm no study freak, and if there is one thing I can't do is sitting on a chair all day long trying to stuff exam materials into my head.
Oh and uh, I just completed my web project on the Effects of Tsunami for my computer applications 2. Anyone interested can view it at http://www.geocities.com/fistandantilus_nightbringer its rather much a rush job, but for me, its ok... heh.
I might be changing this background soon. Dunno what will I be changing it to though... maybe something more... serene.

Well, back again...

2005-03-18T23:25:00.000+08:00

So it would seem for now, I have "finally" restarted my blog life. Although I still do not have much to say, nor would I ever have much to say, I'll try to keep this blog as updated as possible. Maybe my inborn laziness will start again sometime soon, I hope it will not act up since it is time i awake from my slumbering form and start living.

Reviving...

2005-03-17T12:57:00.000+08:00

Well, seems like I'm not gonna delete my blog after all. Felt like reviving it, heh.
Finals is aroung the corner, just 3 weeks left till I see my tombstone. bleh, I haven even started studying (typical me). And this whole week was hectic like hell... too many assignments to finish up, with presentations and all...

Crap!!!

2005-02-07T01:41:00.000+08:00

ah goddamn... My life just aint have anything worth mentioning on this blog, which btw explains my ever so long absence... laziness contributes too, but mainly there is just nothing to write about my monotonous, hazy, boring life...

I dunno if I should keep this blog, maybe I'll just delete it someday when I feel hardworking enough...

Bumper Version

2005-01-02T01:31:00.000+08:00

wow.... so long since my last post?? I must be very busy to let this hang this long... but then again... maybe its just me feeling lazy... hehe...

What a week, having classes which is packed like nobody's business, and having lecturers who talk a lot but speaking so very little... so basicly boring me witless everytime I am trying to study... Gah as if I dun hate studying enough. Now my life if my life is gloomy, the weather must have read my mood... the whole week has been one wet week... raining day and night... bah!

And then the Tsunami HIT!!! The footage was awesome!! abiet at the expense of ppl dying... ah... the beauty of the waves crashing down, seeing the while foam dissapering as beaches are swept away... Now that is nature's wonders...

The Tsunami's power is great to say the least... whoa 126k ppl has died and estimations predict that the number may rise to 200k. Staggering casualties huh? so much for a peaceful world when even nature wage war :P

Well... I must say though this week is generally boring... this one day made up for it... and that was Wednesday. Played a magic draft game with QJ, Kel, and TWC. The draft was fun, having lots of unexpected outcomes and quick, pulse pounding games. But the killer was AFTER the draft. I decided that I do not have the monetary means to collect the Kamigawa Dragons Cycle. So I decided to trade Kokoshu and Ryusei for 4 boosters and an Unhinged Land with QJ. whoa the 1st booster I openned weilded... Cranial Extraction!! QJ straightaway offered 5 boosters for that card >:) and the 1st booster pack from the 5 gave me (drum roll) a FOIL KOKOSHU, THE EVERNING STAR!!! I got my precious black dragon BACK!!! QJ wanted to kill himself muahahaha.... this means a booster pack cost about 11 bucks, multiply times 9 = 99 bucks!! and the foil card is worth about 50!! wohooo I was sooo damned lucky that day and so I attributed my luck to my darling gf... thanks dear... love u!!

Unhinged

2004-12-22T15:56:00.000+08:00

oh... unhinged is so hilarious!! Drafted Magic the Gathering Unhinged block... and it was so funny!! haha I made Kelvin play a magic subgame UNDER the table... oh the game was soooo nice...
But other than that the day was BORING... and the goddamned Business Management subject did not help either, the lec talk for a damn long time while speaking very little... so I was soooo bored and not to mention confused about the whole goddamned subject. FUCK la......

School again... and results...

2004-12-20T10:58:00.000+08:00

Bah... back at university and feelin lame as usual when faced with the prospect of studying again... gah... i hate studying, but forced to study...
hmm... looks like this sem CERTAIN subjects will prove to be more interesting... like com aps and accounts maybe... some others... well, I;ll keep the comments for later :P
Results sucked... almost... Econs almost killed me as I said in my earlier blogs... shrug whatheheck, I did not study for that sub anyway, bleh!! But at least with that measy result and I still manage to grab a 3.33 for my GPA.l.. so that's not too bad... ahh.... goddamn it....

Back to University!! almost...

2004-12-16T21:05:00.000+08:00

Gah... another 3 days start studying again?? haiz... true, its boring to be stuck at home all day long... but the thought of studying again has always the demeaning effec on me... sigh...
Heh... guess what? I was walking around in a supermart today and was involved in an "accident". Some kid with those roller shoes crashed into me!! He crashed into my elbow though, so it must hurt him more than it hurt me. Ah... whatheheck, i just gave him an annoyed glance and walked away... and if his parents comes to find me they are not going to get an apology from me.

NFSU2!!!

2004-12-10T23:40:00.000+08:00

Ah... its so lame... I whole day doing nothing?? well... not really... Helping a fren find someone who knows something about programming... unfortunately the programming my fren is doing is too advanced for my frens... (Guess who is that fren lah... I'm not telling u~~~ =P )
Ah~~~ here is VASH THE STAMPEDE!!!

temtemtem.... =P

So after trying to help my fren, I went back to my usual routine of playing games... today shall be NFSU2 day... to catch up with Ash on the career... heh heh...
For the lack of better titles... that will have to make do.

Slacking....

2004-12-08T01:08:00.000+08:00

Gahh..... I'm slacking. No mood to read my last book.
Well... so here I am, ready to embark on yet another journey through worlds made by my mind. Seeking to build a world where my stories can manifest... entertaining my fantasies of an interesting life.
For this I've asked Bladewing's help to world setting and such, seeking to create a world whereby magic binds the technology to overcome obstacle... I don't know how long will the story strech... perhapts it will never get off ground, but its something to do than rot.

Burry eyed @_@

2004-12-06T23:03:00.000+08:00

bleh I've finnished my 3rd book aready... 2 days ahead of schedule... now if only I can do this to my STUDIES... but the story is so nice!! (and textbooks so lame) Gah...
Hmm... so it's been a few days since I last blogged... *shrug* whatever... I've in buried in books :p so basicly I'm feeling VERY light headed... extremely tired too... and now blogging just for the heck of it so I can take my mind off the darn books.
So... back to my lame old short blogs which I can find nothing to say, my life is so monotonous to say the least. Ah... having nothing interesting in live is so lame, no new complaints to rant about, no new interest to get addicted to...
I hate life.

Boringness Ward

2004-12-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

For the love of nothing to do... hell I've finnished my first book- Dragons of Summer Flame... so I'm currently clearing my mind of the dizziness I get from reading a whole day through...

Raistlin is not dead!! Well... he's not trully alive either. I can't believe it!! ah... the story is so good... damnit I wanna right some story like that but it always turn out to be some lame story... haiz.....

There and back again...

2004-12-02T21:08:00.000+08:00

No I've not been to deathhouse gates, nor the fiery pits of hell... certainly not Heaven's door... I've just been wandering KL for the 1 and a half day... :P Naturally I was not alone, but with friends and considered "free" for the time spent there...
*Shrug* we practically wandered the whole of bukit bintang, resulting in massive leg pains when I finally went back home, still sore in fact... but that the heck, I had a good time, so even if I feel sore for the next few days or so... it won't matter as the next great adventure will be from my bedroom to my computer ^^
Yeah I bought 4 dragonlance books from Kinokuniya... spent a whooping 128.44 bucks there, but now I have the full War of Souls trilogy which is btw impossible to find in Melaka... nyahahaha... I'm gonna be buried in the books and my com screen for some time... (2 days apiece for a book... on average)
bleh oh ya meet my long lost (and found) fren in KL... woo~~~ he's changed so much, will not hv recognized him if not of the fact that we were both on the phone asking "where are you..." so we walked into each other ^^ I also met my icq/ penpal at KLCC... haha so the time spent was productive...
bah I'm damn tired... wanna rest... but so amped up that I can hardly close my eyes now... but anywayzzzzz... ciaozzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

The things humans do...

2004-11-29T01:10:00.000+08:00

Well, some discussions went on today with some friends of mine...
Humans are naturally evil??
Well... that's what came up. Somewhere around humans are created to be naturally evil, so they (naturally) seek to take advantages of situations where others might suffer. Maybe this is true, we humans are destroying almost everything we can get our hands on: trees, coral reefs, even the environment...
Issues like global warming are more often than not ignored, despite the fact that global warming causes the polar ice shelfs to melt, raising the worlds sea levels with potential to drown out lower lying towns... experts even predict that if large enough amounts of water is to be dumped into the oceans, New York will sink.
"Yeah, yeah... that will happen eventually... but not in MY lifetime..." That's what people always think. Experts even argue that ice-ages happen "all the time". It is just that the time frame is so huge it is incomprehensible to our human minds. Think of it, the world is perhaps 200 million years old?? (I'm not sure though) What is 1 million years to earth?? it is NOTHING, humans have yet to live on earth for a couple thousands of years, why should something that happens every million years or so matter to them?
Earth climate is fragile, and by polluting the planet we merely speed up the inevitable. Some fraction of humanity understands this, but could do nothing when people choose to believe otherwise, and indeed founding is forever a problem to these people when authorities keep focusing on the national economy.
What will happen in the next couple of years or so? who can say? prevention is better than cure... for indeed there IS no cure if earth decides to run its natural course...

Wind of Change

2004-11-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

well... as the title suggest... the changing tides...
People come people go, where they reach for, I don't know...
I see the people around me changing, blending in with the society, creating their own groups of pals and forsaking all others who do not go with the flow. People who happily talks away with their group, blatantly ignoring all others, perhaps even aware of what they are saying might be overheard by others, leading to broken hearts and so on...
Ah... human foolishness... that's what I call it, why do people need to create fractions? shunning all others to do not blend in? we might pride ourselves as a multi-cultural society, but everywhere I go I see stereotyping, though perhaps this is the cause of someone who observes only the dark aspects of life... not so, I do see people who mix willingly with everyone, though the numbers are sad... and most of them are only treated as acquintances, not really friends...
When will these people accept the fact that each individual is their own? One need not have to be the same in everything to fit in with society... so I part with this line I have been living with all these while:

Accept people for who they are,
May they walk the paths of light;
Or perhapts the paths of night,
For people belive in what they want to belive in;
It is not up to others, to choose their destiny.

Dark Musings

2004-11-27T01:43:00.000+08:00

I dunno why I am so malancholy today, thinking about life. I see the world changing around me, people blending their personalities to suit the social demands of the majority, or perhaps I'm too much of a minority. I don't care for social life, with all the foolishness I see in this dark world of constant backstabbing, people getting themselves killed for no reason...
I tend to look towards to darker aspects of life, monitoring people washing dirty linen in public... saying things that are not fit to be said about their so-called "Friends". Furthermore about the anti-terror campaign started by the US of A... Often I think, if one side, just one, stopped killing, commiting suicide bombings and such, will the strife be over?? What would be the world be life if the WTC was not bombed?
Why can't people just accept each other as they are? I see ethnic compartmentalisation almost everyday, and hear of each religion preaching itself as the preeminent, that it is only them who will bring about "world peace". Come one, how can u bring world peace when you go about saying "you suck" in the face of any others who opposes you, or more particularly, your religion?
Each religion is created to bring human beings together, and there exist not an accepted religion that principally teaches you to be a bad person. (Satanism is not an accepted religion for any who wants to contradict me). It is only the PEOPLE who practices the religion to the extent of fanatism that is the bane of peace. Hail Hitler, creator of the skinheads (Ok so he wasn't the creator, just the ICON??)
I'm not a social person, indeed I prefer to sit in a corner, observing how other people function in their daily lives. Talking to their group of friends, hanging out with them... while I just trudge on with my own life of lonelyness, living with my computer, radio and TCG...

Bye bye exams!! Hello Gaming!!

2004-11-26T01:26:00.000+08:00

Yay! exams over!! no more all night study sessions!! And the last exam is sooo easy... finnished in 45 minutes!! and now I have NFSU2 to play!! hehe..... so now @ gaming 24/7 a day!!

The calm AFTER the storm

2004-11-23T21:29:00.000+08:00

gaahhhhhhhh... Econs sucked BIG TIME!!! but it was due to the cacatness of my mind... the questions were easy... well, much easier than expected. But since I totally screwed up my midterm, quizzes and everything else, I need to get 70% for this freaking test!! OMG!!! That was actually achievable until I got to the last question... I KNOW how to do it, but I JUST CANT REMEMBER the way to CALCULATE THE VOLUME!!! ARGGHH!!!!!!!!!!! I knew how the graph looked like, I knew the areas of the question, but I just FORGOT the most important part!!! Oh god... DIE... :((
Haiz... but the worst is passed, English is so easy, and for my part I need not study computer applications since I toodle around with my com far too much...

Finals Tomorrow!!! wah.... :((

2004-11-21T14:34:00.000+08:00

Oh no!! Its finals tomorrow!! I can't believe how fast time flies!! Arrgh... die lah... how to pass??

Aiks........

2004-11-20T01:16:00.000+08:00

omg its aready a week since I last posted?? god time sure flies when I am slacking/ trying to study... damn it all... I hate test, I hate studying... gah...

hmm.......

2004-11-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

haiz.... still haven study... what to do? I'm a lazy slacker... dunno what to write one my blog also... seems like I'm complaining alot lately huh? :pppppp haiz.... this is life... and I'm just another guy trying to come up with something worth living for....

ah... lame lame lame....

2004-11-12T17:54:00.000+08:00

Arrghh!! I can't get myself to STUDY!!! Watched new police story, played games and blasted the music all day long... but did not even venture near my notes!!! #%^@#%&*@^#)^&R*#$% die die die... :(( What shall I do to motivate myself???

Heaven on Earth

2004-11-10T22:28:00.000+08:00

OMG!! I get to eat Abalonde and Shark fin today!! wohuhuhu~~~~ omg omg I'm sooooo stuffed now, and sooooo happy... loves it (It was one of my cousin's pre-wedding dinner) huhuhu~~~ and tomorrow is my frens bday... so he's going to belanja!! damn I'm lucky this month to get sooo much good stuffs to eat!! :) :) :)

After draft

2004-11-09T20:45:00.000+08:00

Well... draft is over... I lost only to QJ and Kelvin... fair enough coz I trashed Kelvin the last time around... haha...
Ah... the draft today was much better in some aspects but the game with siew was bone tiring - creature stalemate!! Luckily I managed to defeat him caging his Myojin (yeah its the card below, we have not distributed the cards you see...) after he wiped out the friggin' board..

Best rare I got today!!

Drafting... again...

2004-11-09T13:31:00.000+08:00

Yeah... I'll be drafting Champions of Kamigawa again today... apparently with Kelvin, QJ and Siew... Well, my MBC deck is still under constuction until I can get all the cards I want... course, that might take some time... And this is my collection... from about a year ago since I have only recently restarted my magic career. :P

My Magic Collection and Album :-)

Hah... hope I get some good cards today to add to my collection!

2 1337 days!!

2004-11-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

Hohoho~~~ yesterday I got to go for a dinner party with my dad... and guess what? they served shark's fin soup!! wohuhuhu~~~ and there are only 6 ppl around my table.. so I get to eat 4!! bowls of da soup!! ahh~~~ I feel sooooo content (I'm a gourmet, I love good food) and the rest of the dishes are good... *pats stomach* huhuhu~~~
Today is mah Open House day!! so basicly alot of food to eat again!!! ohohoho~~~ haiz... I in such a gooooooooooood mood....

2004-11-05T10:50:00.000+08:00

Yeah... first time using Hello to post mah pictures... success!!! albeit receiving a little help from edo of sarabee.... haha
Good... now I can post mah 1337 pics of Alucard!!!

Magic The Gathering

2004-11-04T11:05:00.000+08:00

muahahaha... I played my first magic the gathering draft game today, and it so rocks! 5 ppl are playing and 4 of us are noobs at darft. Only QJ is an EXPERT at draft, and Siew, Sim, Kelvin and I just do not know what to do at all. As expected, QJ won the draft using a blue white deck(hates it). Siew came in 2nd with his Green Red and then me with my favorite colours - Red Black of course. Sim had to go back early and so conseded his game to Siew... so siew got one free victory >:)

My current best Champions Rare

AH... rainy day again... oh I forgot... halfway through the game (when I was resting) someone called Kelvin through siew's handphone. Kelvin's friend has a stomachache and wanted to go back, and so I offered to send her back since everyone else is playing. Lo and behold, the one needing help was none other than my classmate Nadine... haha... oh well...
So all in all that particular day was rather fun outside my daily schedule of boingness... so I'm content...

Just another day...

2004-11-02T10:27:00.000+08:00

Ah... just another boring day in life... what am i to do? Its already november... :( 3 more weeks final exams... and to think I've still yet to study a fucking thing... gawd...
Hmm... looks like magic the gathering is being revived... ah yes... yesterday against WC i drew my most annoying hand ever! and so... well he just can't get creatures on the board! (return! counter!)

Academic Ramblings.... ^_^

2004-10-31T22:30:00.000+08:00

ah damn... another few more weeks is finals?? I haven't even STARTED revising... haiz... Everyday starts with a resolve that says: ok I'll study today... but that always ends up in "lets play magic..." or something like that... haiz...
I'm such a lazy fucker... arrgh... I KNOW that I'll fail if I don't study... but I STILL slack... gawd...

MUET OVER!!!

2004-10-30T17:36:00.000+08:00

Finally... Muet is over, and it sucked big time. Listening and Reading was sooooo simple I freaked quite a few ppl by finishing in very short times. Essay was OK... but the summary really sucked... it was the wierdest summary I've done so far... gaah.... kenot get band 6 adi lah...
So after muet me, siew, soo, sim, and wei cheng got together 2 play MAGIC!!! and had a fun fun 2 to 3 hours... the 3 rounds vs sim was hilarious... muahahhaaa....
NFS underground 2 demo is OUT!!! and OMG it ROCKS!!! I"m gonna get that game.... ahh....

MUET, muet, muet..............

2004-10-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

Haiz.... muet 2molo... was it that long since i last posted mah blog? Well, i suppose i was busy... not! just forgetfull as usual... waiting for naruto episode 107 to come out!!! Naruto vs. Sasuke!! I wanna watch that!! oh man... thinking of naruto when I've exam... no cure...

So bored lar.....

2004-10-27T11:45:00.000+08:00

boring lar.... y did I even come to this class?? there's NOTHING to do!!
grr............. I should have stayed at home and watch gungrave....
Anyway since I'm too free....

Air. You think before you act, you look before you
leap. You are very direct, which sometimes can
hurt others. You are always looking for the
truth behind things. Of all the elements,
you're the wisest.

What is your element?
brought to you by

ooh pretty day...

2004-10-26T10:22:00.000+08:00

Current music: Itsumo Itsodemo

Muahahahaha~~~ I fell so nice to~day...
Firstly, I'm a level 173 High Wizard!! Magic attack 2203! yeah this rocks!
Guess what? I scored an A in com aps when I finished the paper and went out in 10 mins! wooohohoho~~~ so basicly I'm in a fucking good mood today
ah~~~ I declare today as national feel good day for all Yichongs in the world :P

Hmm..... whathe??

2004-10-25T11:02:00.000+08:00

Whathe..?? like contradicting only... ah... whateva...

Big Five Test Results

Extroversion (32%) moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and private.
Friendliness (18%) low which suggests you are overly selfish, uncooperative, and difficult at the expense too often of the well being of others.
Orderliness (16%) very low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Emotional Stability (76%) high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Openmindedness (68%) moderately high which suggests you are intellectual, curious, imaginative but possibly not very practical.

Take Free Big Five Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com

B0r3d 0u7 0f mah wi7s

2004-10-25T10:45:00.000+08:00

yah yah... listening to the com aps presentation, what do I care... so i start surfing... and end up with this :P

Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!

Please rate ^^

What kind of dark person are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Huhuhu~~......

2004-10-23T21:23:00.000+08:00

Ceh~~~ Com aps test was sooooo easy... I broke my own record of finishing a test in just 10 mins! huhuhu~~~ But then again Econs sucked, so most likely this test will just have to cover it up for me :P
Ah.... raining almost whole day... its so boring... can't go out... :( sad lah...

Neutrality

2004-10-19T11:09:00.000+08:00

The scales of balance is fickle,
Good and Evil exist in equal;
For to let one grow too strong,
is to invite disaster.

My alignment had always been chaotic neutral... well, I guess this proves it...

I am 46% evil.

I could go either way. I have sinned quite a bit but I still have a bit of room for error. My life is a tug of war between good and evil.

Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com

MUET speaking is OVER!!!

2004-10-19T10:09:00.000+08:00

Hell yeah!! Finally... the goddamned oral is OVER!! Luckily for me the topic is not that hard... Discussing about whom is best to confide your problems too, frens, siblings, parents or teachers. I got the siblings, which is about the worst I can get coz I HAVE NO SIBLINGS!! But then again, I was able to provide ample information to hold on :P.
God I was a bundle of nerves when I entered the room... I must thank candidate A though... He spoke in broken english, giving me some confidence... :P The debate went on quite well with me and candidate D (An IT girl) trading points. Candidate C seemed nervous and did not present that well...
Damn I was lucky... not a situation I'm used to since normally I'm damn unlucky... well...
Haha so I hope each of you reading this and will be taking MUET soon and a good time... GOOD LUCK!!!

Be different!!

2004-10-18T11:01:00.000+08:00

I wanna be the minority
I don't need your authority
down with the moral majority
'cause I wanna be the minority

I pledge
allegiance
to the underworld
one nation under dog there of which I stand alone
a face in the crowd
unsung against the mold
without a doubt singled out the only way I know

'cause I wanna be the minority
I don't need your authority
down with the moral majority
'cause I wanna be the minority

stepped out of line
like a sheep runs from the herd
marching out of time
to my own beat now
the only way I know

one light
one mind
flashing in the dark
blinded by the silence of a 1,000 broken hearts
for crying out loud
she screamed unto me
a free for all fuck them all
you are your own sight

'cause I wanna be the minority
I don't need your authority
down with the moral majority
'cause I wanna be the minority
hey

one light
one mind
flashing in the dark
blinded by the silence of a 1,000 broken hearts
for crying out loud
she screamed unto me
a free for all fuck them all
you are your own sight

'cause I wanna be the minority
I don't need your authority
down with the moral majority
'cause I wanna be the minority
(I wanna be) the Minority
(I wanna be) the Minority
(I wanna be) the Minority
(I wanna be) the Minority

Oh Man....

2004-10-18T10:36:00.000+08:00

ah... damn it all to the abyss and back again! This project SUCKS!! I can't believe how long is the other group's presentation! Oh what to do? We only took one day to finnish our project... slacking as usual... 'couse, looks like we are not going to get much marks out of this. Gah...
Best of all my computer crashed!!! HELL!! and now goes my gaming life... *cry* for more than 3 days!!! haiz.... so looks like I'll be feelin' lame for the next days or so...

Argghh!!!

2004-10-15T21:52:00.000+08:00

Arrghh!! Stupid computer application project!! Is open-source software a threat??? WTF?? I can't find anything about that in the internet!!! only the open-source is a blablabla.... thingy...
Damn it all!! WTF is this about? My project is due next week!!! die lah.....

Creature of the Night...

2004-10-13T11:19:00.000+08:00

You're a "Black Angel" which means youran Angel of Death. You don't really care muchabout people (and if you do, it's just a few) since
no one was particularly niceto you. You're always alone unless forced tobe with other people and you love to causetrouble. You feel depressed a lot and don'thave something that could cheer you up likemost people. You don't find joy in people but
probably something else. You love to be alone
to think and like the night because it provides
solitude. You're very secretive.(If you can't
see tje pics, go to my homepage and look near
the bottom and find your result)

What Color Angel are You? (PICTURES)
brought to you by

My my....

2004-10-13T10:36:00.000+08:00

Wooo man! I always liked vampires, imagined myself as a Vampire, selected my pictures as vampires or the grim reaper... and guess what? I got this...

You're a Vampire. Vampires were the creatures of
the night that were believed to live off of
human blood. Count Dracula, being the most
famous vampire, set the stereotype. They had
dark hair and pale skin from being away from
the sunlight. If they actually existed, it's
very possible they had the skin disease that
made you allergic to the sun so whenever the
sunlight would hit it, it would hurt like
crazy. They were usually snobbish and control
freaks and kept werewolves as pets. (If you
cannot see the picture, go to my userpage and
look near the bottom. There should be the
picture and description for all the results)

What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
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Creating... upload in progress

2004-10-06T10:39:00.000+08:00

Well... here goes nothing, blog creating in progress. Pls do not disturb.
Constuction in progress, enter at your own risk.

Uploading... 5%

I supposed I'm just too free or something, but heck, that's me... if I'm going to sit my ass in front of a com all day, better make it worthwhile...

Uploading... 10%

Hell I don't even know what I wanna post here, maybe just a place where everyone craps alot...

Uploading... 15%

Arrghh!! I can't take this anymore! Stop it! stop it I say!!!

Upload cancelled...

Phew... I guess I just have no patience for this... maybe some other days... :P